Enviro-Bear 2000: Operation: Hibernation

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

NOTICE: I published and wrote these joke reviews back in 2011 under another name and personality on another website. For prosperity’s sake I’ve placed them here with the correct time stamps and the name octopuss. Enjoy!

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[Download] by Crackerblocks

Today octopuss was a bear.

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Why am I a bear?

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Why am I in a car?

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Oh I got a fish, this thing is delicious.

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Is that another bear?

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Whatever I got more fish

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WATCH OUT JACKASS I’M TRYING TO EAT HERE

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Why are all the bears in cars?

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Oh…

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WASPS! OH GO-

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OH GOD HOW DID A BADGER GET IN MY CAR

 

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BADGER GET OUT OF MY CAR

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MMUFFFFOH GEDFFF

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I was eaten by a badger.

Thanks crackerblocks

-octopuss

Space Funeral

NOTICE: I published and wrote these joke reviews back in 2011 under another name and personality on another website. For prosperity’s sake I’ve placed them here with the correct time stamps and the name octopuss. Enjoy!

 

 

“hey octopuss found Datura growing at our school” my ecological conscious friend casually said to me.

For once my vast knowledge of obscurity failed me.  what is Datura?

My friend explained that it’s a genus of plant that  is actually quite common on the west coast. It’s a weed that bears seeds that can be a powerful hallucinogenic when made into a tea.

Wow!  A plant as indie and nonconformist as me! Growing wherever it pleases, yet unheard of and unappreciated despite its clear superiority to those plants around it. The more I thought about it this plant was me! Opening peoples eyes to new vistas of reality!

I had to meet this plant, so the two of us met up at the school and went about harvesting some seed pods.

He’s a bit of a professor and I trust him as much as I can trust a person on stuff like this. So when he suggested we take them, He said he researched it. He said it was safe. This is what the native American’s used to go on spirit journeys. It seemed like a fun adventure.

I wonder why this is so unheard of if its so awesome? My friends I’ll have you know that although I am a indie affachino I am no fool. I know that if this plant is really as indie as I am yet so prolific and common there must be a reason for its obscurity.

So I did my research. Let it never be said that Jonathan doesn’t do his research!

According to native American custom you can’t just take datura, a man not spiritually ready will be driven mad. The plant will give its seeds to you willing if you are ready to take its great power inside you.

Well that’s good and dandy but I’ve pissed on many indian graveyards and emerged unscaved. I don’t think that’s going to deter me.

But then I started to read personal accounts with the drug. People remaining high for days off of tiny doses, wandering off into the desert and almost dying of dehydration, men driven mad. Talking in gibberish, or worse eating from a bag of dry milk and when their mothers as why, turning to them and replying in a clear voice: “I’m eating mcdonalds”.

There is so much variation in dosage from every seed its impossible to tell if you are going to hallucinate for a hour or your entire life. Yes that’s right, some people get high and never come back. They no longer live in the real world.

Turns out the native Americans were pretty spot on. Fuck this. I phoned in my friend and we both agreed that the stakes were too high.

Its ok. I don’t need drugs to go on a acid trip, I can always boot up…

Space Funeral

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By thecatamites

http://gamejolt.com/freeware/games/rpg/space-funeral/3492/

Want a fun jrpg that you can beat in a hour?  Play this game now. I’m serious. This game is a trip and talking about it is just going to spoil your adventure.  Its only a hour, you don’t need a review just play it.

Not convinced? Look at this screenshot:

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You know this game is good. How many games let you fight blood wolves? Yeah just this one.  That boy in the pajamas? That’s you CRYING over how magnificent this blood wolf is.

Go have fun, you don’t need me to hold your hand on this one. I’ll be here and we can talk about it later ok?

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Space funeral kicks off with a funeral, Yours.

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“You should leave” your zombie father says.

“Eat your greens” your mother says.

you walk out sobbing and things keep getting weirder.

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You quickly learn the world isn’t the way it should be, and set out on a quest to restore it. with one of the best side kicks in video game history

 

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LEG HORSE!

He’s a horse made out of legs who used to be a prince?

He’s pretentious and demanding of others but I would be mad too if I was turned into a horse made out of severed legs. Totally understandable.

Much like a drug trip, the game seems to be built entirely on nonsense, but then things start to make sense, at least you think they do.

The game cheats a little.  It has one of the best soundtracks of any video game I’ve ever played and it does more than complement the story, the music plays as much of a role in the game as the Graphics. You might think the creator is some sort of musical Genius but he uses using vintage music you haven’t heard of unless you are my cousin indie music mollusk.

Still the use of music in this game is absolutely inspiring.

And that’s what its really all about, the graphics, and the incredible music and the story all work together to carry a strong voice that draws you in into the games world.

You forget you are on your computer playing a video game.

Then you have fun.

Thanks for pleasuring me in  a way I don’t even know how to articulate catamites,

-octopuss

 

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Ultra Light Hiking

I sat down to a amazing lecture on ultra light backpacking. It’s inspired me to try to do it myself.  I’ll be keeping everything I learn here.

Transcript of Ultra light hiking sheet he handed out(with a few details added by me):

Baseweight for 3 season hiking  
Nunatak arc alpinist 20 degree quilt(w/storage bag) 682g
Mountain Laurel Designs prophet backpack 328.5g
Gossamer Gear SpinnShelter tarp 266g
Gossamer Gear Nightlight torso sleeping pad 71g
Gossamer Gear polycyro groundcloth 49g
Vargo titanium stakes(qty 6) 71g
Bushbuddy Ultra stove(runs on wood) 150g
Snowpeak titanium 900 pot (w storage sack)- 128g
Titanium spoon 9g
Trash compacting bag liner 61g
Bug netting 89g
Montbell Windpants 72.5g
GoLight Rainjacket 198.5g
Fleece hat 49g
Montbell UL Down parka 259g
Umbrella(GoLite) 227g
Arm Warmers(made from socks) 84.5g
Extra socks 34g
Food storage bag 29g
Water bottle 39.5g
Platypus 2 liter water bladder 35g
Fenix handheld light 30g
Photon necklace light 7.5g
Misc bag(Knife, Compass, water purification,ect) 225g
TOTAL BASEWEIGHT! 3.1955kg
Baseweight in pounds! 7lbs,0.71oz

 

My Camera ran out of space and shut off near the end of his lecture. But I took notes on everything and included it below.

Backpack- Rucksack, very light thin backpack custom made
Use a trash compacter bag as a waterproof liner for the backpack.
torso sleeping pad, camp in a place with natural forest duff where its soft, the sleeping pad is just to stop conductive heat loss from the earth. sleeping pad also works as a pad for the backpack.
took the zipper off the sleeping bag to cut down weight. the idea is that he sleeps with it as a blanket over him.
I might prefer to be cocooned.
 
uses a turkey bag from the grocery store to waterproof the sleeping bag.
 
Tarp rather than tent. Uses a stick to prop it up.
grown cloth to protect him from moisture on the ground.
these two are cheap and essential.
 
Made a huge body net to protect from bugs.
 
golight umbrella-http://www.sunnysports.com/prod/GOLCDTU.html?ci_src=14110944&ci_sku=GOLCDTU
 
stove-burns on wood-http://www.bushbuddy.ca/
no need to carry fuel, no need to conserve fuel.
ate dry cereal, granola, dried fruits, dried vegetables, penutbutter and tortias, cheese, breads
buckweetgrowths, coconut powder is amazing source of fat.
 
carry cotton balls soaked in petroleum jelly, just 3 so in case of emergency’s you can start a fire easily.
 
carry’s a lighter.
titanium spoon, a lot of people seem to say a titanium spoon is all you need.
 
hike in simple travel shorts and a button up shirt(which gives for venting control). Special material you would get at a hiking store, that can handle being worn for months.

Carry a black down jacket for insulation layers.
Rain jacket-lightweight rain shell.
 
wind pants- works well as a warmth layer and bug protection. Doesn’t actually use them for rain.
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Arm Warmers- made from black long girls socks with holes for the hand and thumb, they can be rolled to adjust cover and are easier to take off than a jacket. Portable long sleeves.

Smartwater plastic bottle- lightest of plastic water bottles and a Platypus 2 liter water bladder in backpack.

Carry’s a light around his neck and a small one he holds at his feet to light up the ground rather than infront of him.   

Had the smallest swiss army pocket knife on the market. Didn’t even use the knife, cut it in half and took off the stuff he didn’t need.
Uses the tweezers, mini scissors mostly. sort of the knife.

In the past he used a portable water purification tablets for drinking out of rivers and a filter for drinking out of really dirty stuff, but he says he’s developed a immunity over the years and doesn’t need it anymore.

Carry’s a Compass + multiple maps for navigation. He’s had a GPS unit before, it was really really useful a couple of times but he decided he didn’t need it.

Carry’s Sunglasses for snow also need sun screen or the inside of your nostrils will burn. He used to carry a full brim hat but now only wears a baseball cap as seen in the video.

Rope for hanging up food and a bear canister when going past bear country.

Ate 2lbs of food per day, he got a few mail drops of food, shoes, ect. From his friends at next adventure 6 or 9 times during his trips and otherwise refueled from local stores whenever he could.

Carried ID and Money

Longest he spent without visiting a town to refuel was 11 days.

Someone said that for most people Fear is the biggest weight of all. This was a strikingly insightful comment on the reason why most people won’t camp this light. Fear is the reason why hikers bring more than they need. Fear is the reason why hikers won’t sleep outside of a incased tent.

Is it really a hunting knife? Or is it just a security blanket shaped like a knife?

-I’ll keep this page updated as I learn more,

Jonathan

I HAVE CANDY GET IN THE VAN

NOTICE: I published and wrote these joke reviews back in 2011 under another name and personality on another website. For prosperity’s sake I’ve placed them here with the correct time stamps and the name octopuss. Enjoy!

 

Its the forth of July and I’m at my aunts.
I say hi to everyone, yes I’m excited to be here.
I’m not looking forward to the fancy catering, I don’t care about the fireworks or a good intellectual conversation

I’m here to play and have fun with my family.

For some reason I’m the only one in the pool over the age of 12. Why is it after they hit puberty people forget how to play?

Most Adults suffer from a terrible condition where they are unable to have fun.

Most adults need to consume mind altering drugs such as alcohol to cut loose and have fun.
Or they need organized sports in order to play.

Its tragic. Absolutely tragic. What is wrong with adults? How did they forget what it is to be human?

Ryan climbs on my shoulders and Sam climbs on his and I walk around the pool  carrying the both of them.

I guess at some point young humans are taught that its not ok to be silly.

My friends and I play around in the pool, then I towel off and sit down in front of a fire to write.

Today we are talking about a game called:

Oh boy Candy!  I HAVE CANDY GET IN THE VAN by Michael Vendittelli

I HAVE CANDY GET IN THE VAN condenses a lifetime of working with children into a short 7 minute session.

The game kicks off after a week of working as a driver in the peaceful costal town of Alswell, Canada you are a nobody in this town, working like a dog for a lousy apartment. Its your only free day of the week and you plan to invest it working with children

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As I started up the game for one more play before my review my friends crowded around me.

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“Oh octopuss what game are you playing?”
“Its called: I have candy get in the van”
“Did you make this game?”
“No, I wish, I do have a shooting game I made recently, if we have time I’ll let you play it.”
“Cool! Can we watch?”
“Uh ok”
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“Why are the kids climbing into your van?”
“Because I have candy”
“Why are you picking them up?”
“So I can give them my lessons”

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“Why did he call the cops on you Jonathadio?”
“Adults don’t trust each other around children. Its ok I’ll just hide behind this building until the cops give up looking for me.”

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After I picked up all the kids I had time to take them on a activity.
After some good healthy exercise at the park I drove them back to my house for tutoring.

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As the questions came up my friends were quick to call out the answers.

5!

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42!

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“Germany!” “No Sweden!”
“Too late, I picked germany. Little suzy was wrong! Should I encourage or chastise her?”

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“Chastise!”

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the game suggested I upgrade to yell. I quickly declined
“Aww why didn’t you yell at them?”
“Its never ok to yell at someone. ”

Later on I was carelessly speeding and I hit a woman crossing the street.
“Oh dear I’ve killed her.”
“My friends in the game got scared and asked me to wait for the police.
My friends who were looking over my shoulder had something entirely different in mind:
“Drive!”
“But I-”
Why are you slowing down? Get out of there octopuss!”
I put my foot hard on the pedal and drove the kids to the toy store , which calmed them down a bit and then back to my apartment for more lessons.

After the 3rd week the game ends with a big epilogue tailored to my actions in the game.
Its mostly focused on the children and how you impacted their futures.

What keeps this game apart from a silly simulation is the detail put into these tiny faceless sprites. Every child is unique and special.  But this isn’t apparently obvious, you must go over the read me file and there is more that will come to light uncover by interacting with them in your apartment.

The town is a stage, all the adults, yourself included are faceless.
In the end its all about the kids.

You can leave town right at the beginning, and see what happens to the kids without you to guide them.

One of the kids asked me to put down his own review of the game. I’ll leave that here:
“Tell them that I think it was a very good educational game. I learned a lot” A strange thing to say, I don’t think the game taught him anything. Perhaps it did and I missed it.

Thanks Michael

-Jonathadio

Thermodynamic ice cream

A while ago I got in the business of making ice cream.

Turns out sugar is necessary to lower the freezing point of the mixture and proper ice cream can’t be made without a sweetener. At least not good ice cream that lasts in the freezer. I eventually with practice learned to make amazing batches of ice cream that rivaled places like La Creamery.  But the amount of time and effort to achieve was too great to make it a practical solution. Furthermore the need to use granulated sugar irritated me greatly. Sugar is not my friend. Its something I avoid.

I wanted a ice cream that was sugar free and simple to make. After I reading many books on ice cream both theory and recipe I realized I wasn’t going to find it. I was going to have to make it.

Today was a average day of summer, loaded up with books with my roommate to study, I happened to pick up some cookbooks on popsicles along with my usually A+ certification fair, and Ryan mentioned he was reading about thermodynamics. We talked a bit about how heat flows from one object to another at a cooler temperature and the implications of this.  I think this is where the idea came from.  When I came home today It all came together.

I give you my 2 ingredient, 5 minute ice cream. IMG_1770

The ingredients are:

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Half and Half and frozen berries.

The process is simple:

Fill your container with the ice cold frozen berries. Then pour the Half and half slowly between the cracks.  After a few moments stir it gently. You’ll start to notice the cream crystallite and start to take on a pinkish color from the juice.

The goal is to get the cool temperature of the fruit to flow to the half and half bringing it to a ice cream texture. The fruit have a lower freezing temperature. My advice is to wait until you can feel the berries are soft. as shown below:

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Incredibly delicious and satisfying and easy to make I’ve found my ice cream substitute!

Future plans involve adding green tea powder to the milk or cocoa and trying different frozen foods to use as mixers.

What I know about sleep

Despite the dangerous involved, every animal sleeps. Over millions of years animals have evolved to do incredible things like swim, run and fly. But no animal goes without sleep.

Its such a vitally important part of our lives, especially considering we spend about a third of our life doing it, we have spent very little time studying it and there is much we don’t understand.

But here is what I do know:

There is a good reason why sleep is the most important part of recovering from any illness. Your immune system is most active during sleep. Sleep can be directly correlated with the strength of your immune system.

Sleep spurts the release of the Human Growth Hormone responsible for physical development and cellular regeneration.

One of my worst habits is staying up late to do work when I could be doing it the following morning. Sleep Stimulates creativity Helps us Deal with lifes emotional stresses and even Improve athletic performance.

Statistically its been found that older people sleep less, I always assumed this was because they needed less sleep, but that turns out not to be the case, Sleep problems are just more common.

So sleep is pretty important, how does one get a good nights sleep?

Although its something I never get to do with my busy lifestyle, napping is fantastic. If you fail to sleep solidly the night before a nap might be exactly what you need to catch up. Its also such a good way to deal with stress just the anticipation of it can lower your blood pressure.

The ideal time to sleep would be shortly after it gets dark and then rising early in the morning on your own with the sun. If you can’t go to bed that early at least shoot for a time in which if you go to sleep you’ll wake up on your own before your alarm clock. Being awaken by a alarm will jolt you out of sleep. That’s bad. Your body does a lot of important maintenance while you sleep and it all gets interrupted and dropped with the sound of a alarm. Let yourself wake up naturally or you are going to feel groggy all morning and feel like you slept less than you did.

How much you need to sleep is something you’ll have to find for yourself. The average is 8.7, but there are plenty of normal people who need 10 hours and some who need only 6.

Your computer will keep you up at night. The screen sends out a high level of blue light which is mentally associated with the sky. I recommend the program f.lux to every die hard computer user. Your screen will be more readable at night and it might just help you fall asleep.  If you want to read more about blue light Click here.

What to sleep on is a tricky subject that there is very little scientific knowledge about. But we have a industry of bed manufactures that tell us we are supposed to sleep on LIGHT FLUFFY CLOUDS that cost thousands of dollars.

Beds like Breakfast  started off as as a novelty the wealthy enjoyed. As the middle class rose to power they took after the wealthy and soft beds became apart of our culture.

I don’t know if you have, but I looked around and I don’t see any other animals sleeping on fluffy clouds. I see them sleeping on firm surfaces.

I spent a good deal of my childhood sleeping on carpet, whether that be in a closet or the side of my mothers Californian King bed. I layed out a sleeping bag and slept fine.

It turns out that there are actually health problems caused by sleeping in those soft beds. On a firm surface you are supported by your bones when you sleep, but on a soft one you sink in and it presses lightly against your muscles and veins. It reduces blood flow and can leave you waking up in the morning with sore muscles.

A month ago I threw out my mattress and started sleeping on a series of wooden planks with a blanket placed over it. Its not as ideal as sleeping on dirt or sand but I wake up energized. I no longer get that weak sluggish feeling in the morning that most people suffer from.

If you’ve been camping you know how great you feel the morning after sleeping on the ground. Did you ever take the time  to stop and ask yourself why?

Review: Proun

 

NOTICE: I published and wrote these joke reviews back in 2011 under another name and personality on another website. For prosperity’s sake I’ve placed them here with the correct time stamps and the name octopuss. Enjoy!

If a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?

Great men have wrestled with this riddle since it was first asked in the 1880’s, but has anyone considered the tree?
What a tragedy it is for the tree, a great and mighty redwood, hundreds of years old and so incredibly tall it looks as if its scraping up against the sky itself. Kind of like this one.

 

A mighty old tree, the culmination of so much falls. What a incredible and terrifying sight it must be to see its topple and hear the thunderous noise it made as it hit the ground.

What a tragedy that such a event would go so unappreciated. If only someone was there to see it happen, to appreciate the death of a giant.

But there was someone. Me

I am always there. Watching. Waiting.

I see many a unappreciated tree and on this unappreciated website I’ll write about unappreciated “trees” in articles that surely will be unappreciated themselves.

I’m so indie it hurts

Today’s review: Proun by Joost van Dongen

Proun is a art style that was developed in the 1920’s by Russian artist El Lissitzky (you probably haven’t heard of him)

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The game follows this artistic style in full 3D, it looks fantastic and is accompanied by some snazzy music, or at least I think so. Check the trailer and judge for yourself:

Proun!

 

As you can see it’s a racing game of sorts.  You ride along a cable and use the arrow keys to avoid obstacles.

That’s all there is.

I have to gripe the gameplay is very shallow, it could make this up with content but the game includes only 5 levels. Two of which have to be unlocked, one you unlock for buying it and another for winning the championship in supersonic speed, so without user levels and ignoring repetition the game offers less than 5 minutes of content.

The game stretches this content out with the aforementioned championship mode where you run laps over the same levels over and over again at faster speeds. You are given the illusion that you are racing other players but since they run the same every time and its impossible to interact with them, its really a time trial.

Saddest to me is that the gameplay works against the very thing that makes this game so special: the graphics.  As I’m focusing on avoiding objects so I can go as fast as possible the very last thing on my mind is art appreciation.

I had to take the time to slow down, ignore the rat race and explore the level at my leisure, it was so much more satisfying.  What a profound metaphor for life. Whether this was intentional or accidental I do not know, but that realization that I needed to slow down and limit mental distractions to appreciate things was my favorite part of this small gem of game.

Thanks Joost

-octopuss

Unlimited Capacity

Today was a day full of edible pleasures.

In the morning I had a plate of eggs, bacon and broccoli

I grabbed a banana and ate it on the way to my landscaping class where I snacked on a apple, ate another head of broccoli, and a bunch of green peppers, I then went to lunch with my lovely friend Mary and had half of her chicken salad with it had my leftovers from dinner, a large slab of beef, later we went to follow your heart for a delicious date and vanilla ice cream shake.

I biked to my fathers office, picked up and devoured some chocolate he had brought for me and we shared a root beer from Australia I had brought.

From there I raced home and started to enjoy the diner that had been left out for me. Biting into the chicken, chewing up the cucumbers as Ryan my roommates friends showed up.

We are going out to a sushi restaurant they said.

And well, I was generously invited to what is now one of my all time favorite restaurants. Its called New Light and Healthy Sushi and their sushi is good. Not really good. Just good. Hand made by a chef in front of your eyes, its what you would expect from a quality establishment.

Here is the twist: for 25$ you can have all you can eat of everything on their menu, on the condition that you finish what’s on your plate before you order again. And no skipping out on the rice. You have to eat it all.

Challenge Accepted. 

I’m absolutely giddy to be ordering all I want but I’m no fast eater.  The four of us are  chatting and taking our time to pick out everything on the menu we want to try. They say it takes 15 minutes for your body to realize its full and after twenty minutes Tyler and Chad are done. 

I’m so used to avoiding grains I’m  getting high off the sugar spike and everything is sparkling.

Ryan has barely ordered anything, and I’m high on rice. We are just getting started.  Tyler and Chad looked on in horror as Ryan and I just started ordering plate after plate of food. Sushi Chef Henry is just starting to look nervous when we agree that:

“Dude we could sooo eat all the octopus in this restaurant.” 

And so it begins. “Henry 2 pieces of Octopus please *omonomonom* Two more Henry!”

And so on. “The secret to eating forever,” I begin with a mouthful  of rice and octopus tucked in one cheek “is to digest the food WHILE you are eating. See I’m going to poop all this out tonight, my poop is going to smell like sushi. I’m going to lean over the bowl and smell my poop.”  

Sugar High

The plate of octopus in the bar gets smaller, until at last we are down to the last four pieces.

“THAT’S IT. YOU ATE IT ALL” Chef Henry Shouts.

“are you sure there isn’t anymore in the back- I begin.

“NO MORE THAT’S IT” Henry says, Crossing his arms. “WE HAVE NO MORE OCTOPUS”

“YEAHHH WE DID IT” Ryan and I high five as we stuff the last of it in our mouths.

We walk away happy men knowing that we ate at least a couple hundred dollars of sushi that day. 

As we pay the bill we talk about how next time we should totally fast the day before so we can eat even more.

The Cashier, she looks scared.  

Sunday at work, its mothers day.

I’m at my work running the check stand. Bagging groceries with my hands while my mind sits in another place. Safe, secure. I think about many things, it is when I do with my hands what I want to do least that my mind wanders the most. Forcing myself to do the boring has its rewards and I’m not talking about the 8 bucks a hour.

So along comes a woman with an amazing amount of groceries. So stupendously high is her stack once I put them in bags I need to grab a separate shopping cart just to hold it all. Momentarily taken from my world I come back to earth to focus on the task at hand, dealing with all these groceries was going to require some planning ahead and thought.

And so it is now that I listen to her speak with the cashier.  She has three boys in their twentys who have left the nest. None of them called her, let alone visit. She jokes that they are off to visit their girlfriends mothers instead.

When we finish I offer to walk her to her car to help her with her groceries. Grabbing the heavy shopping cart I make small talk, the opportunity to get a tip is always present whenever I do this,

I have a way to constantly get more tips than any other bagger, it involves building rapport and then leading the conversation to me explaining that I took up this job to save up money, which is true and to tell them my Nobel intentions for the money.

But I don’t use this anymore, repetition is the death of me, I would rather explore and engage with people verbally than massage money out of their hearts.

So I start to realize that this woman is genuinely lonely.She feels that her kids are mad at her and its heartbreaking, I build the rapport, I tell her how I won’t be seeing my mother either, I tried to call her this morning and she didn’t pick up the phone.  “its so hard to be close when you live far away” I say to her. Everything I say is the truth, I do not need to lie, I keep it vague and she fills in the blanks with her emotion.

 

“I-I can be your mother if you want” she says. her arms half open, shaking, nervous and afraid.

I can be this person, I can be who she wants me to be.  I think to myself in a blink of a eye, smoothly I say: “I would love that” as In a single step I bring myself in front of her and wrapped my arms around her in one of my fantastic full body criss-cross hugs.

 

And suddenly I’m done. I let go and walk away. 

“YOU JUST MADE MY DAY, THANK YOU SO MUCH” she calls out from behind me.

“And you made mine” I reply sincerely

I don’t dare turn back, I’m grinning like a Cheshire cat.

What a tip that was.

What is science?

My first blog was to write about my opinions and thoughts

My second blog was to write about what I was doing, physically to improve myself

Science is my third blog, it is not about what I think, or what I’ve done, its about what I’ve learned. I am constantly studying and picking up information but I have no place to store it. Who knows what was once known may slip from my mind and my efforts to learn it lost with it. So I am devoting myself to writing about what I learn, and doing so publicly.

Welcome to science.

A database of knowledge.